"Late Night EMO Moment"

Brothers, hello everyone, I am trader Zhu Yidan. Recently, life has been extremely chaotic and disorganized, with the word exhaustion etched into my bones. Trading has also been full of various styles of losses, as if tossing around in circles, the only result being loss.
In fact, I already have many things; I have longed for these when I was heavily in debt. But after truly obtaining them, new material desires emerge—buying a Rolex but wanting a Patek Philippe, driving a BMW but wishing for a Maybach. Every day I still live anxiously, forgetting that inner peace and tranquility are the real luxuries.
Facing the current continuous decline in the market, I think many people, like me, can't sleep, feeling anxious and watching losses grow bigger and bigger. Losing that expensive money—most people live in a state of hunger and not enough to eat, gambling on themselves being the fish on the chopping board or others' nourishment. This is a game between a scammer and a gambler.
Money and money are not the same. The money you spend on food is more important than the money you spend on a massage. But we, this group of people, love to use necessary money to gamble on unnecessary money. If we win, we are genius traders; if we lose, we blame heaven and earth. Of course, most likely, we will keep looking for money to gamble, cycle after cycle.
When will the market turn around? Damn you 🐎!